We grow because We learn

Hi! today I am back.

I literally back. I missed when writing in this blog. This is my platform that I can share my opinion widely. I miss when I need a sit with a cup of coffee, and a beat of lofi.  I wanna ask you a question, are you have a special day in your life? Ahh of course yes? Absolutely. Everyone has their special day in their life, which is birthday, father's day, mom's day, earth day, the day you married, the day you become her girlfriend, etc. That's the point. Each person has their own day, no matter what, I think we will celebrate it and make it fun right.

I hope that I can always  make everyday become my special day. The day that I can learn from everything I have been through that day. I wanna tell you guys that today is my special day. I knew I have become mature, but sometimes there are times that I don't think so. Yeah, It's not the instant way of being mature, we through a lots of process. A lot of pain, sadness, bertrayed, dissapointed, devastated, but hey that make us growing up until today, we become a stronger than ever than before. We get a loved from people who loves us, who carry about us, and they always make us believe to ourselves, and then we become a lovely person, a happy person always. Sometimes we see life in a negative ways,  we could not accept all of the circumstance. We blame everything. We become unlovable, we are angry and confused. But, maybe we have take a deep breath. Life consist on two things. Positive and negative. That's depend on us. That's depends on our thought, on our opinions. So let's break our bad opinion about life. We can find a happiness if we want to seek it. We are the happiness itself,  we are who know how to control it.

In everyday we are a learner. I am a learner, and of course you too. Remember that we learn from everything. The people, our enviroment, family member, besties, teacher, or even from a thing. Like an animal, or my things. I don't know why I am too much onto something. Last night I went out with my father, we aim to bought durian, actually this is my favorite haha. And when we parked our motorcycle, I saw a cat which try to crossed in a way. The thing that make shock and sad the cat has no tile. So when she try to run while watching her right and left to avoid motorcylcles, her body is not like usual, she bend while running, I mean she has no direction. The tile is not there to make her direction and keep her balance. I don't know I feel so sad about that. And then I was thingking, wow she just a cat, but she still goes on on life, she does not give up of life. She try her best to life what she has given to. That's a wonderful story.

 

So I think, no matter what we spend our day. Even it's go great or really bad, but realize we learn it. We can choose to learn it. We growing up on something we have learned.  So after read this, maybe you can choose to see life in a positive ways. We know that there are positive and negative but it's depend on us, we decided.

I have been grown up today, but still, there is so much things that waiting for me to be learned. I wanna grateful for everybody beside me, every words they gave me, and some advices that make my version now. And the especially God.

With so much fears, confuses, anger, unwanted, senseless, pain that I have been through. I know I can see life with different side. So I decided to put much grateful in my heart, thank you for throughing it, thank you that you have passed it. You are such a person! I know.

 

Happy birthday!