Papa

I think you know what today is today. It's Saturday, you're right, but there is a different. Today is 12 November, it means today is Father's Day! So happy Father's Day everyone!

I would say father's day so mean to me, maybe mean to everyone and none of us has no dad. We must have dad right? Dad it is not have to be your biological dad but some people say that dad is the person who always care about you, always encouraging you when you down, who loves you like dad should be. It depend on the person, because not all person still have a dad in their side. But I know, deep down inside your heart, you love him so much didn't you?

I don't have some beautiful or aesthetic words to say. I just pour what is in my brain and my heart through this write. Maybe next words would be like a "telling heart" I don't know that's my teacher told me to say "curhat" in English.

I already know how my parents love me when I was in my seventeen. I already know they carry about me. When I was enrolling college, my parents always told me every single day about life and thing about college. They told me to stay healthy with food I eat, to always remember God whatever I feel, and to build a good manner and good relationship with people. I would not say I was not care about them before nineteen, but at the time I was so busy with my excited dream and forgot them for a while. Eventhough they have much worried about me but they do not show off to me. But as a daughter I should feel it. Turns out I think for a while, since I born,  enter elementary school, junior, high school, since the first time I be their daughter they always told me and save me through their words. I did not realize it. I wish I knew it so  maybe my dream when I was a kid was to make them smile and proud.  

And special for dad, I am sorry I can not tell you how much I love you and grateful to have you. When I hug you at the time (when there was a car pick me) I finally can hug you as your daughter who always adore you and I cried. Even the car was gone I kept crying in the car because for the first time I know the feeling embraced you mom and dad.  Thank you, a simple word but has a lots of mean by each person. I hope you always healthy, always call me and talk till the middle of the night, always give me advice, always told me about your random story that make me laugh. 

I do not know if someday you will read this,  but I hope so.  And I will always learning, keep fighting, and try to reach my dream as much as I can and someday I make you proud.

Selamat Hari Ayah

Ayah yang hebat, ayah yang kuat, ayah yang luar biasa. Terima kasih telah menjadi Ayahku, I am happy to have you in my life, forever.